Hang in there!

Hey loves! Now if you guys have been following me for a while, you'd know that I'm a pretty positive and upbeat person. However, this summer has taken a big toll on me, I lost someone truly near and dear to my heart.....my grandpa:( I was the apple of my grandpa's eyes, I was his favorite. My grandpa and I did everything together, but he fell ill randomly and ended up passing away. My grandfather was super healthy, so how this happened is beyond me. It hasn't been easy on me at all, matter of fact it's pretty hard to function. I used to call him everyday and I'd Facetime him sometimes too. Dealing with terrible family members, was equivalent to dealing with the Dursley's- actually might I add....much more worse. Between all of the rude remarks and horrid behavior of so called adults-and having people pretend that they cared about my grandfather, when in reality they didn't was terrible. I actually felt like Harry for real. No one wanted to listen and no one cared. No one wants to hear anything, especially when they're the liars and the schemers. It's as if tons of dementors were in the air all summer for me. My gramps was my biggest supporter with my YouTube channel and no one could love me more than he did, he knew me like he knew the back of his hands. He was the Albus Dumbledore to my Harry Potter. He would want me to keep striving and remain the giggly little girl he knew, so I won't disappoint him:) I will keep aiming for the stars and reach big! Family is no more, there is no such thing as blood-blood disappoints and stabs you in the back. I keep my circle so small....I am so thankful that I have amazing parents, an outstanding best friend and the sweetest siblings in the world. I also have the BIGGEST-MOST SWEETEST Potter family on social media and on my YouTube channel! You guys are always making me melt with your sweet words, dm's and messages. I love you all to the moon and back:)
A BIG THANK YOU TO YOU ALL:)